WHAT I LEAVE BEHIND   What I leave behind are the things you cannot see. I leave behind the struggles and the fears of life. I leave behind the moments when trying to hold on to what no longer served me was more painful then the goodbyes. I leave behind the idea that I must only carry Light. That Darkness is a bad place to be. The voices in my head trying to tell me I must carry on even when the burden was too hard to bear. I leave behind the necessity to be understood. To want to be wanted or accepted. I leave behind the UNLOVE moments. Yes, that is a word. Those are the moments people didn’t know how to Love themselves so they UNLOVE you. I don’t put blame on the betrayals, the hurt or the ways in which you used my generosity. I leave that behind as well. Because what I do take with me is My Strength. My Invincibility. My Yearning for Life. My Wholeness. My Clarity. My Body. My Healed Self. My genuine way in which I show LOVE intensely. My Passion. My Fearlessness. My Unconditional Love. So once again I leave behind the things I carried for you. The things you made me believe. I take with me the Heart that I buried under all the rubble you called the way you Loved me. A Heart so strong and so powerful it took the UNLOVE moments as fuel to bring me back to my own Unconditional Love.   Whispers from my Victorious 2022 Heart to Yours, Syrius Priya Xitlali

Posted by Syrius Priya Xitlali at 2023-02-18 16:42:14 UTC